Saturday, May 22, 2010

Hola Anita



"Hola Anita!  Me Llama Henrietta!"  says the old stuffed dog, borrowing my voice.  The five-year-old says nothing then slugs Henrietta in the face.  The toy falls to the bed.  A few seconds pass.  Henrietta gets up and looks in Anita's eyes.  "Anita, why did you hit me?"  I wait for her response in the dark.  Henrietta comes to me and says, "Julietta, Anita hit me and it hurt."  "Anita," I say, without the toy, "Can you say sorry to Henrietta?"  Anita is silent still.  Henrietta turns to her to say, "It's okay Anita, I forgive you," and kisses her cheek.  
Anita do you want Henrietta to sleep with you? "No" I hear her say softly.  I turn over to see her face.  "You don't want her to sleep with you?"  Her face is hard to see in this darkness but I can see she's not smiling.  Now I can see her face contorting into a frown.  I sit up, pull her into my lap, and she begins to cry.  I say things to try and comfort her.  She continues crying.  I rock her and she wraps her arms around me and cries for a long time. 

 "The world of tears is a mysterious place."  -The Little Prince

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