Drawing: "One Last Try"Photo: "Fret"
I didn't draw or post last night. I was so tired and there was just no time and then all day today I was trying to think of how to make up for missing a day. Consistency has always been the biggest weakness of mine. To do something everyday, for longer than a week or so. . . It's just never happened before. And so I say: "This time will be different!"
And then the other me says: "What's wrong with you? Why the hell is it suddenly gonna be so different?"
"Shut up! I don't need you anymore...saying this shit to me and making me feel bad...you big downer just go away...I'm in charge now."
So that's where we're at tonight.
To moving forward!
You have a very mean, critical parent inside! I have one too! Don't listen to the mean one! She is scared and worried about losing her power over you! I used to be that way, too. I'm so sorry! Love, Me
ReplyDeleteFor some reason , i can work -out consistently but I really should be creating consistently.
ReplyDeleteWhat is my block? We need to re program ourselves.